er what is happy?
people say happy means xing fu
if you smile and laugh that means you are happy
someone asked me if i have any happy moments in my life before
of course everyone have a happy moment
but then i don't know what to say
i don't know which one of my experiences is happy
i always thought i am happy
but then after i think of that question over and over again..
probably i really don't know the meaning of happy
maybe all this while its all pretence
lying to everybody..lying to myself..lying to God saying that
i am happy.
but deep down inside when i try to find which moment i felt happiness
i can't really find one
maybe because no one ever asked me this question before until today
maybe all this while i also don't care because i am too busy too care
but then sometimes at night when i cannot sleep i did think of all these nonsense
well the truth is i don't know about my own feelings i think
sometimes i tell myself i am happy but inside i feel like crying
feel like telling someone about my feelings
but then no one will listen or pay attention
at night when i cannot sleep until 3.3o ...there is no one to talk to either
sometimes i feel so lonely..so left out..so unwanted
well probably thats how i feel all this while
when i tell mom and dad they did say nonsense
when i tell my sis she would say padan muka..hahahah
when i want to tell my friends i realised there are none
....so what is happiness?
What is happiness?
ReplyDeleteHappiness is being able to smile everyday.
Happiness is knowing that you have a family who will always be behind you, supporting you.
Happiness is being able to have a good meal when you're hungry.
Happiness is being able to have a good rest in a cosy home when you're tired.
Happiness is being healthy and complete.
Happiness comes when you learn to cherish what you have.