kaname cosplayer

yay..this is KANAME ...japanese cosplayer....ooh...i just love him so so so much.. muackz...please support kaname sama...and his cosplays...thank you very much..domo-arigato gozaimasu.. :D
there is a fan page link under this picture ya..please go and like it...thank you very much...
and most of all..this photo belongs to its rightful owner..hexlord...
all thanks to hexlord for this photo.
please support..please support ..thank you..thank you....heheh...i dun noe...i just like him so so much..he is just so so so cool.
>< thank you minna san...


-yuko-

http://www.facebook.com/Kaname.cos

long time no see

hello everyone
it has been a long time since i write anything here
i have been so super duper busy with everything
and i neglected this blog
huhu..so sad..
well anyways..after my exam 
which is tomorrow till friday..
i will start posting again
and also updating loads here
i miss everyone alot..
thanks for supporting me always
thanks so muc
muackz..love you guys :D
aw...i gotta go now
bye bye
take care

misa amane cosplay ^^

misa amane blades....i really luuuuuve her blades. it just look so cool. well as i mentioned earlier i love cosplay alot and i am going to cosplay as misa amane....well i will need the blades...but its super expensive so i think i will try to make it myself ^^....anyway cosplay is still a long time so i have plenty of time to plan and everything... even so, i have not started on anything yet >< well i will start as soon as possible....hope it will be finished in time..heheh :D
well okay..enough posting la..i want to go liao...bye bye 

mokona :D

yay...mokona mokona....so kawaii...
suddenly i am so into mokona....
it is just so kawaii ><
i want a mokona doll...
*sobs*
i want mokonaaaa.... ><
hahah...if anyone don't want can give me ya ^^

DANCE! DANCE! DANCE!

hey i am  back again
as usual...i didn't have much time to do anything on this blog
because internet problem ><
anyway i am also preparing for a dance performance
so i am quite busy figuring out what to do >< 
and also the steps and the outfit designs an everything 
just choose the songs for the team and finally burned it out
and wow! i did it myself..the first time..yay :D
now its for the steps and the costumes
ahhh...i have so many things to do ....
i need to improve my study so that means less blogging and also my cosplay costumes and my dancing and also my business ><
well still i think i can cope with it for a while until everythings over
this few days have been rather exhausting for me ><
so tired and drained and what else...got so much nagging 
and so much cleaning to do...
under pressure ><
well anyway thats all for today
and uhm the dance will either be -into the new world,run devil run or chocolate love by girls generation

okay bye bye
see you guys another time

cosplay

i have thought and thought for a long time 

and i decided to do cosplay

its final and i will make sure i do it

i mean i love cosplay

i just love it so much and i finally got a chance to do it

not justto be a fan but to be apart of it

omigosh i just feel too happy

it was actually my birthday present which is on 07 january

i didn't celebrate just to get a chance to go to

animefestasia11 (AFA) and cosplay function 

they say AFA is in singapore and guess what...thats what i am happy about

because its in singapore i will get to go

i just can't believe it..

i didn't get to go to AFA09 and AFAX and also CF 

for the ,last two years even my mom promised me

so this year i will definitely make it

i am so looking forward to AFA >< 

and i will be cosplaying as misa amane from deathnote

i will be doing the anime version :D

even if its still a long time to go

i have already started working on the costumes,accesories,props and the wig

heheh..because i want to make it perfect i am going to put all my effort in it

it will take a long time because its so hard to find materials here in muar

and also i am still schooling with lots of tuition and and school work

so i will just find the little time i have to make it

i still need the shoes and everything so i thought better start early 

this is the fun part of cosplay

you get to be creative and do most of the things yourself

you get to make your own costumes and everything

it will be just so fun....even if i don't want to make the costume

i have no choice because there is no one selling it here

and i will also be making the blades myself..

i would need to saw some metal and all sorts of stuff...

i guess the blades itself will take a month to make because its so hard

and also i am going on a diet and eating more veg and fruits so i would look okay :D

heheh...for me...it actually takes a lot of work and time to make the whole thing but i wil do it

gambatte to me...i hope i make it

all of you who are going to AFA this year i hope to see all of you there and

all the cosplayers out there....gambatte nee

cosplay rawks :D

okay i think thats all

bye bye

see ya next time or maybe later 

-yuko-

hey everyone :D

hey i am back again
its weekend so i have time to update my blog
which i have't done anything to for so long
haiz...i guess i have dissapoint all of u including my own log
i was just too damn lazy and its not all my fault because i was busy
and most of all i have nothing to tell
yea..thats why i am normal..but i guess not to lame
i hope i am not lame
i am not right?..hahah yea i know it..
well anyway i just want to thank all of you
for viewing my blog
it means so much to me
i saw the viewers and its 100++...
thanks...i love you guys..muakccz..
:D okay i think i say loads but work none ><
 -yuko-

kaname cosplayer fan page

hey everyone out there
are you a cosplay lover?
do you know kaname-sama is?
well he is a japanese cosplayer who is one of the best cos-er 
wuuhuuu.....kaname sannn.....hahahah
well i did make a fan page for kaname and i hope all of you will support him...
please please support my page...it really means alot to me..
so the link is right down here 
just please like it and don't forget put a comment on the page :D

http://www.facebook.com/#!/Kaname.cos

thankies....i love you..muakcz

-yuko-

port dickson

hehehehe...back from PD :D

kinda enjoyed myself and it was funn

will post some pictures up here soon :D

ah...just remembered 

so many pictures not yet post up here

will i promise i will do it tomorrow :D

the singapore trip and the other pictures...

all i will post up here by tomorrow or tonight?

because this holiday i will get supppperrr busy so 

no time only tomorrow or tonight :(

well anyway happy holidays everyone and for those who are still 

schooling now, happy schooling everyone

hahaha...enjoy ya... :D

this is really a nice holiday for me

on of the best after my fourteen years of living

hehehe....hope u all did plan some stuffie too

okay will i really need to go now

keep on typing and not saying bye bye ...heheh

well ok..bye bye

takecareyouall

1437 !!!

hey...yuko here again...
how are you everyonee :D
143 :D
do you know what does 143 means?
hehehehe....143 means i love you
1=i .4=love. 3=you
its not for i hate you
and please do remember...
never use it for i hate you...
because...i don't hate you ^^
but instead.. 1437 to you 
i love kaname tee hee...
1437 = i love you forever
ahah...why sudden;y write about love ah?
am i in  love? 
ahahah...no la
just feel like posting thats all
crap again :D


-yuko-

aww.... >< drown in all the work

ahhh...haha....i finally decided to clean up my stuff..its been all messed up for a couple of weeks >< just too lazy to get up and clean it until when i need something and all my things will always be buried under all the mess...i finally found my things and i am trying to finish my work..agrhs..all the photos and the mess are really really over the limit...my mom has been nagging at me but as usual i am just to lazy to budge...hahah..well anyways..i really should go right now
want to study for my exams and also need to clean up right now so bye bye...see ya..
heheh


-yuko-

i am bored

hey...yuko here..

HAPPY MOM'S DAY..to all mom out there
and also to my mom...
too bad we don't celebrate it in our family 
and you surely can guess why 
because my parents are florist
and yea...busy on celebration days
hahah..anyways..i am super bored
there is nothig for me to do
and the problem is because i woke up so super duper late
and not only that my whole body is aching like mad
and i don't know why
orz !!! i have no mood at all to do anything
well..i don't even feel like reading a book...
speaking of books my exam is a round the corner ..
yet i still haven't studied at all ><
ughies..hope i will not fail this time..
hmm..so should i relax or study today
ugh..maybe body aching is a bad excuse
but no joke it does really hurts alot
and now the only thing i am doing is
wasting my time facebooking 
and nothing much happens on facebook either..
what a wasted day..
i don't really have a creative mind
so i get bored very easily.. orz !
well there isn't even any 'manga' or doujins to read
ugh...i am stuck..here all bored...
well i guess i really have to go..
my books are waiting
revision.. !!!
bye bye
see ya..
i will try to post more often
heheh..i just realised that
people actually read all this trash i wrote
thanks for those who read
i am really very happy
at least i have someone to share what i feel ^^
 

back from SG

hey..i am back again
ahaha...yea..i am back from SG
followed my mum to SG for voting ^^
well yea...i have not been updating for a long time already
lately i am quite busy with lots of things and my exams are coming soon
so i am a bit stressed out and nervous..ahahak
well anyways..i will upload some photos soon
only taken a few because my cam has no battery
i thought of buying a new cam.
because this cam have been giving me lots of problem ><
anyways glad that i made it to post something up today
to admit...i have been rather lazy to update anything ><
i had a very special breakfast today
its called bathura if i am not mistaken
its an indian cuisine but gosh! its so delicious
and i loved it so much
i even take a pic of it
can't wait to upload it tomorow
heheh..anyways..i didn't get to enjoy much
because we have only a lil time there
but still i enjoyed it and bought some gifts
i bought them for all my friends but i forgot about myself :(
ughies..hahah...
got back my wigs for the cosplay of rin and len
well even if its like that...
i will get to enjoy myself more at singapore in two weeks time
after my exam ><
well okays i have to go right now
i need to study already
have been taking off too much time..so bye bye ya..
heheh

fruits of the spirit

galatians 5:22

fruits of the spirit

• love
• joy
• peace
• patience
• kindness
• goodness
• faithfulness
• gentleness
• self control 

this are from the christian bible 

which will help us alot

read your bible everyday ya :D

anyways i will be going OFF soon

just came up to find these and now

i post it

hope you will remember it

and also be happy always...if you can 

and one more thing don't forget to pray

so bye bye

and take care...

-yuko-

24/01/11

had so much fun yesterday with my friends
we went shopping together and even saw zombies
not exactly real ones..just that people act them out.
we bought so much things and now that i am broke..
erks..sad about that though..
but then we had ice cream and we bought books
and we walked from one place to another
it was so fun but then, my leg hurts so badly right now due to the running
we went all the way to wetex parade just to get a friendship necklace
maybe i will upload the picture when my cam is okay..
and it rained so heavily that we ran back home..
urghies...all wet
thats why i wrote in today instead of yesterday because i was dead tired..
it was more than 3km i think...not sure..must go measure..hahah
anyway we all came back wet and took some photos
i will post it up later..
wish next time can have so much fun again
its really a day to remember ...
uhghs...i am so happy...hahah
well i gotta go now
so bye bye..see you later
after having fun...its study time
gambatte ne yuko... !!! hahaha

Bruno Mars - Grenade [Official Music Video]

ehehe..i quite like this song

Madonna - Material Girl [Official Music Video]

Madonna - Evita - 11 Don't Cry for Me Argentina (1996)

justin bieber

ahaha..since when i had the bieber fever?
muahaha....maybe i got influenced by my friends
but i think his songs are not bad..
and now he is in malaysia..
aww...i wish i can go to the concert
to bad i can't
anyway..i love you justin bieber
support you always heheh...
eventhough i am not like crazy over you..
but still i am a supporter
not to mention
my friend totally cried ...
when she heard justin bieber is in malaysia
she wanted to go for the concert but can't
and she was so sad she totally cried..
aww... hopefully will get another chance next time..

-yuko-

me....

ehm..heheheh this is the new picture of me...
well its still kinda the same except my hair is a lil shorter
and i don't know why...urghs...
and nope i did not cut my hair...
so many people have been asking me...
have u cut ur hair? >< urghs...
anyways miss being here alot
have not been posting for so many weeks already
because i was so super duper busy with so many things
and aww...my exam is coming soon
well i gotta go now..
or i will be running late for school
bye byess...
take care ya
hehehe
oh yea...before i forgot..people always call me xiao zhu...that means small pig...do i look like a pig? or a mushroom?
er...no right?
hmmms....idk why they call me like that
-yuko-

PRETENCE

I don't know 

who i am anymore

i don't know

what i feel anymore

i don't know 

whether is it me or not

whether happy or sad

which one is the real me?

i don't want to pretend anymore

i don't want people to like me for the fake me

i don't want people to think what i am actually not

i want to be myself

i want to stop pretending

i want to say what i think

i want to show how i feel

i don't want to be a servant anymore

i want to be happy when i am happy

and sad when i am sad

i don't want others to be the one 

manipulating my feelings

i want people who will cherish me

as a friend not a servant

i don't want to do it anymore

it hurts too much

i just want to let it all go

maybe...just being alone for sometime is better

i don't want to lie anymore 

and i don't want others to lie to me

i feel like

i don't know who i am...

which person am i

what am i feeling?

its like happy or sad its still the same

sorry but

no more...pretence 


i ain't a perfect actress...

who can always act a perfect front

this is for SAYA

SAYA a Japanese cosplayer passed away on the 15th of March
and was confirmed by her friends and family yesterday
about the rumor saying SAYA sucided was not true...
SAYA passed away after an accident
but there were no details about the accident
all those SAYA fans out there please don't forget about her
and also continue to suppport her fan page
she is a very good and kind cosplayer
its very hard to believe that she had already left us
but even if its hard to believe we still have to believe
and please pray that SAYA will rest in peace
my wishes to SAYA is that SAYA will rest in peace
and may God bless her
also deepest condolences to her friends and family
bye bye SAYA

thats all
all love from yuko.

happy april fools

Hey guys.. !!! sorry for the late wish for April fools
i totally forgot about it
and in the end i didn't get to prank anyone
ugh! what a waste...
and i was pranked by alodia's video
'bye bye cosplay'
ugh! so silly of me....
anyway thats all
hahah
nothing to post already cause already too late
haish...next time will not late already
anyway sorry uh.. ^^

friends?

are you a TRUE friend?
i am tired of finding new friends
finding new people to talk to
lying to others and lying to myself
lying just to get acceptance.....
pleasing others and always giving in
never said no and always trying to help
i guess...its all over right now
i am not gonna do it anymore
why should i need to have friends who don't even bother?
who betray you
just need you when they are in trouble
just need you to be there for them but they are never there for you
always asking for help but they will never help you
maybe some times being alone is better
eventhough being alone really hurts
its like you are the only one in this world
no one there for you
no one to care for you
no one to say ur feelings too
no one to see you through
whats the point of living then?
sometimes i think that
i am okay and i am always okay with it
no friends its okay what since there are lots of people who no friends
but then when look back
feel very lonely
i don't want to be their maid or dogs anymore
i don't want to get used all the time
i don't want to follow the things they do
and always get punish for no reason
how come i am so foolish
just realised it now
just realised that all this while
i am all alone
no one to talk to
no one to listen what i say
no one ever like me for me
sometimes i thought
maybe i can change me
maybe i can be someone else
well maybe for now
living alone for a while is okay
i hope i will find true friends soon
people who like you for who you are
not for who you pretend to be
not for what you give
and not for what you do
just like you for YOU
is there friends like that?
maybe there is
just that i haven't met one
or the one that i met have been gone

-yuko-

heyya am back

hey i am back already

after so long didn't post anything here

i also don't know what to post

well i will just say a few stuff ya

these few days things haven't gone well at all

all my maths worksheet gone missing after all my effort in doing it

then my exam results have been bad especially maths

the rest of the subjects are all okay ...atleast gone 5A's out of seven subjects

still mom is not very happy

and also these few days due to don't know what reason

all my friends like don't want to friend me like that

aish...so depressed la... >< dun noe why le

and then when they need help they treat you like a queen

maybe they are not my true friends la

i also don't know what to say

anyways pleasing everyone is not going to help

now my face hurts because my teacher pinched me

lucky no blue black but hurts alot

already the second day today

nevermind about that then

now my cosplay stuff are all not ready yet

and all my things are in a mess

feeling so lazy to clean them up.... ><

lots of homework piling up too

arghs i hate studying and also doing homework...

anyways gambatteh nee minna san

...yuko...

Ryosuke Yamada - Perfume

earthquake in japan

now have earthquake in japan

my favourite country

hope everything will be fine

and those who saw the news,

hope you all will pray for japan

well er thats all

cosplay

emm..exam not yet over

but i am already thinking about cosplay

arghsss...no concentration >_<

well nvm la..once in a while is good to relax right?

anyways geography and science are tough so...just...

oh yea about the cosplay again

well let's just say about cosplay and forget geo and science

heheh...neways...

i thought of cosplaying misa amane..

ah but seriously a not pretty enough  >_<

er but then planning to cosplay during june

as rin kagamine .

hope i will not look too bad eh..heheh

about the other cosplays i wanna do

i guess will have to wait until time allows me to

heheh

well thats all lar nothing much already

bye bye.. ^^

geography and science test today

stressed >_<

not really lar..because still can online..

hahahas..but still a lil worried

to all my dearest sisters,

wkee chng, pohyi tan, jx toh, wei ping, jia chyi and me

wish you all good luck and god bless you ya

hope you all also get A's or else later sure mummy will sap sap sap wan

anyways do your best ya

er me also larh of course

wish me all the best uh..

hopefully get all A's

jia yu..jia yu ..pu yao fang qi

kaname cosplayer ^^

hello everyone ..its me again..hahah

please do me a favor by liking this link below

http://www.facebook.com/#!/Kaname.cos

thank you very much

its a page i created for KANAME and i hope

his fans out there will support and like this link

once again..thanks alot

みなさん、こんにちは..その私が再び.. hahah

このリンクを下記のが好きで私に好意を行ってください

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再び..おかげで多くの

domo arigato gozai masu ^^
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lots of love, yuko alex

what is happy?

er what is happy?
people say happy means xing fu
if you smile and laugh that means you are happy
someone asked me if i have any happy moments in my life before
of course everyone have a happy moment
but then i don't know what to say
i don't know which one of my experiences is happy
i always thought i am happy
but then after i think of that question over and over again..
probably i really don't know the meaning of happy
maybe all this while its all pretence
lying to everybody..lying to myself..lying to God saying that
i am happy.
but deep down inside when i try to find which moment i felt happiness
i can't really find one
maybe because no one ever asked me this question before until today
maybe all this while i also don't care because i am too busy too care
but then sometimes at night when i cannot sleep i did think of all these nonsense
well the truth is i don't know about my own feelings i think
sometimes i tell myself i am happy but inside i feel like crying
feel like telling someone about my feelings
but then no one will listen or pay attention
at night when i cannot sleep until 3.3o ...there is no one to talk to either
sometimes i feel so lonely..so left out..so unwanted
well probably thats how i feel all this while
when i tell mom and dad they did say nonsense
when i tell my sis she would say padan muka..hahahah
when i want to tell my friends i realised there are none
....so what is happiness?

first entry

well er here goes
my first entry
well i don't really know what to say
so i will like just babble about
er okay here goes
well this blog mainly is about me
and stuffs related to me
and also things i like etcs.
all about my life and my feelings
will be right here
well its a lil boring but if you care to just drop by
and say hello am happy ^^
other than that i am also quite friendly
and i will try to update my blog as long as i have free time
well uh thats all....i guess